My Role Model…
Apr/090
Its being a while since I last posted, reason being I want my newspaper article of me to be kept on top (featured) as long as possible =)
Many, many, many things happen over the course of this short period of time. Like relationship stuff, works, and own goals, etc. Let’s just talk about some generic topic… like who my role model is. You will be surprised. No! Its not myself =P (thick skin alert) Its actually my dad. Here’s a picture of him.
That’s him. I felt that he’s like the bestest dad ever. And because of him, it starts a “vicious” cycle of good dad in the future generation to come. Yep. I want to be a good father just like him in the future.
Not alot of my peers like their parents as much as I do =/ Maybe its just me… or perhaps they are really great parents =)
I guess I could go on with how great my dad is… but I assumed you get the point.
Now on to some other stuff.
Unknown to most people, some really BIG things happen in my life recently. Unknown to even more people, some really BAD things too. I’ve being asked how come I can overcome this so quickly and bounce right back up. No one was there to help but yet by the next day of the incident everything was fine. I do not think it was self-denial. I just manage to spend 1 night to overcome what most people took months.
And I need to sort up alot of stuffs in my life. Re-establish my relation with God, Re-organize my work desk and even Re-plan my life ahead (since I will no longer be studying)
I also need to Re-build my reputation of a helpful person =P Yep. I love helping people. Its almost like my interest. Man, how can I help others when I am all sad and gloomy and emo =/
No one will want help from an emo and sad person =P Its just like… seeking advice from a food nutritionist…
…who can’t even manage her own weight.
Getting a trainer who promised that you will be all strong and muscular within a month…
…when he’s all skinny and weak.
Seeing a doctor…
… who seem like he got lung caner and is being dripped.
Or seeing a psychiatrist…
…who is an emo!!??
It just don’t make sense. I need to resume my vibe and energy.
Anyway I still don’t want this post to be so long it will hide my newspaper article so ciao… I shall end here =)
(writing post and drawing and scanning pictures to my post is sooo tiring… Im soooo not going to do that I the future)
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Worst day ever~
Mar/090
People change. Im no exception. My perception of feelings changed too. In the past, a bad day to me is a day when everything went wrong. Like waking up at the wrong side of bed, late for class, stepping on SH*T or maybe missing the bus. Now I’m just a happy-go-lucky kinda person and everything seemed manageable.
Everything… everything except this 3, sick, bad weather(when Im sick) and missing item. Today its the combination of these 3, so I proudly announced to be my worst day ever (not really ‘ever’).
I always fall sick straight after a school Major Project. Not before the major project, nor during the major project. Its straight after the project. I find that to be mostly mental. While doing the project, I always stay up late, burn midnight oil and nothing EVER happen to me. Un-consciously, I must be telling myself, “5am, you can’t fall sick in the middle of the project”. Then after the project, the ‘un-conscious mind’ would tell the body, “Phew… glad that’s o’er. You can go ahead and relax, fall sick, whatever you want”. The body would just fall apart. Like… do you know? Domino. Chain reaction.
Falling sick sux. Hope I get better soon.
What’s a good companion of being sick is bad weather. Imagine, when you are sick, the last thing you want is a gloomy weather which add on to your body ‘gloominess’. The cold weather adds on to my flu. Bad weather sux too. Hope mr. Sun come out of hiding soon.
Just when I wan to take a picture of how gloomy the weather is with my camera phone, its no where to be found. What add on to a sick person during a bad weather is the need to look for stuff. I just thought of one more. What add on to a sick person on a gloomy day looking for stuff is confusion. What a sick person, who is looking for stuff, need during such a bad weather is well… love. From countless sources of sayings and poems, Love is said to be warmth. Isn’t it. So a cold and sick person need warmth of love, am I right? Ha-ha.
However, I am very confused myself. Its not like I’m Casanova, its not like there are people queuing if I wave my hand . I just had conflicts within myself who to love. Everything is at a standstill. So what’s a worser day than being sick and cold and confused with love and looking for things and having to write a post when I don’t have a feeling to. Ha!
So with all these factors. I conclude this to be the worst day.
p.s pls, pardon if there’s alotta spelling, grammer mistakes and un-fluent sentences in this post. I’m too sick to do a proof-read. Ha! Ciao.
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