The camp is over. Only one thing to say bout it. It’s damn fun lo. Games, bondin with one another. Finish learnin e mass dance, college dance.
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However there’s a few prob lo. The ic teachers of e orientation say tt you cannot take part in e orientation if you are not stayin in SR. My actual plan is tt i will try to appeal into SR, but if i still can’t get into SR n remain in a poly, i will still join e orientation as an OGL since poly won’t be startin so early. Now, i die die also muz get into SR. I wanted to join OGL, also tt i wanted to be in e council. It is a passion for me to be able to lead my fellow peers. SO kooL..~!
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Another situation my family, Athens, is facing is that only 3-4 ppl in Athens is goin to stay in SR, so that our walk-in practises is a waste of time, coz in e end, we still gonna design another walk-in coz we would nt be able do it after e great ‘resuffle’.
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I would Also would missed jie, and all my frens in SR, hope tt we will always stay in contact and try and find time to go walk walk…
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Hope jie will get to a jc she like and tt she would have place to live in. And i’m not jokin when i offer my house for her to stay, do i look like i’m jokin? I reallie haf xtra beds, xtra room, xtra study area, xtra carbinet space. And I not out to any fishy business… haiz… reallie dun noe wat to say to ppl and show to them tt i’m reallie sincere. Feel so bad not being able to earn their trust sometime. In fact… i nvr did and nvr will….
Mail this post I just tell jie jie bout everything yesterdae. I’m so afraid that she will be like all my others frens n abandon me. I so afraid that i will lose jie. She’s e closest person to me nw n i wonder wat will happen to me when she’s gone.
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That day, b4 tellin jie bout it, i went to kovan heartland mall n by all mean get e monkey soft toy jie lost. Hope tt will cheer jie up. When jie is happy, i will(most probably) be happy. E fact is yesterdae i felt terrible. Jie likes to play ‘disowning di’ and give me e cold shoulder e whole day, me felt so bad lo. Even though i noe jie was jus playin, i can’t help it but… well 4 get it. Please dun add oil to e situation tt is still nt under control.
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Haha.. i did find e monkey. Then i buy a few other stuff b4 goin home. I began makin jie belated birthday gift. Which was last yr nov lo. lol, so long ago, anyway jie say she dun mind wan. Hu noes i will reallie go prepare it. Haha.. a word of caution to my frens out there. Be careful wat u wish 4.
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So tis is wat i made 4 jie jie. I make frm 8pm to 4+ in e mornin lo… hope jie will like it. Tis mornin super tired lo. But i dun wan to let jie jie know, scare she worried. 
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Actually, i told jie bout it lo. I suddenly felt so relieved. Be4 tt, i was like very sad one lo. Veri confused, and felt tt i gonna breakdown soon.
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Now, though e outcome is nt wat i want it to be. But i will respect jie choice. However, hope jie noe… I will always be there 4 her. I’m there 4 everyone… but hu’s here to support me…
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Haiz.. dun think negative le la, think positive.
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There’s sth i dun noe whether i shld say. But anyway, sometime when jie jie is veri close to other guy i a little nt comfortable, or is it jealous… Nvm la… only a little. It’s natural… but i felt veri contridicting lo… on 1 hand, i say i will respect jie’s decision, on e other… i get jealous… WTH…
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But whatever happens… i hope jie noe tt di will support her one. And will b waitin 4 her…
Mail this post So happi todae. Went out with jie jie. First we go ACJC and meet out with samuel zee and another fren. The carnival at ACJC was fun but damn… i was my carryin ’sniper rifle’ along so very ma fan. After tt jie jie pei wo go lot 1 for my violin lesson. Actually we wanna go Adam Khoo’s introductory seminar one… in e end, we decided to watch ‘i’m not stupid too’ instead. Hope that my mum won’t b like e parents in e shw, gt to c e blog, coz i lied to them ad tell them tt i went with a grp of frens to the seminar. today return home veri late….
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Notice jie always recall tt guy. Me actually wanted to noe wat really happen, really tempted to ask, but i dun wan jie to think of it again…
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nw veri sleepy, tomorrw still need to lead in worship, so stop writin le..
nitez…
bye…
Mail this post So happy able to c jie jie todae. Passed her e gifts le… Haha… jie sick so i help her eat e chocolate i made 4 her. In e end, nvr give to her at all. lol.
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Nvr noe y i even go back to skool. Missed jie ba. I maybe goin poly le, so i dunnoe whether i shld even do e tutorial hw, dunnoe even whether i shld attend lessons at all. Hmm…
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Jus now happen sth made me so worried. Pehape, i might standby e whole night jus in case sth happen. Haiz… nw onli 10 but i feelin tired le. dun write le, rest first… it will be a long night 4 me today.
Mail this post Today damn sian man! Stay at home all day. Goin online, reading old comic, flippin thru TIMES…
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Actually my CG frens ask me out today to play pool. But I’m reallie tired le… mentally tired…
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ok… let’s tok bout yesterday outin wif my OG frens. Reallie fun man. I had 2 hrs of rollarbladin n 1 hr of cyclin. The blade damn good lor… very smooth, pick up fast, and can reach very high speed. But that is y i fell down 3 times… at very fast speed. Damn painful sia. After bladin… mei ying got fainting spell. I was so scare lor! It’s probably due to low blood pressure… because after that, when I go cycling at high speed for 1 hr, i also got a little of giddy, but i jus went to sit alone and rest till i was ok. But yah lar, i muz admit, mine was only very mild. Not to worry.
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This afternoon, jie jie sms and told me she was sick. I was like, so worried lor! and ask her if she need help or nt. Haha… i dun mind escorting jie jie home one. Anyway… this is wat di di is meant for. Wanna take care of jie jie. Hope jie will be alright…! soon… and can go to skool tomorrow… I reallie missed jie jie alot…!! HAha. But if jie jie reallie nt feeling well, den it’s better 4 her to stay at home and also, will haf to postpone jie jie’s surprised le.
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It’s half past 12 le. It’s Valentine’s Day. Wishing everone a Happy Valentine’s Day.
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Sad lar… Me reallie hate being alone durin valentine. Haha… no valentine for me this time round.
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today… or shld i say yesterday, i went to school early in e mornin. Hopin i can appeal into SR. I wanted to tok to the principal, as i noe her quite well… but e first staff i saw is e vp. I tok to her n told her bout my results n ask if i can enter SR… but she say no.. and tok bout all the MOE guideline rubbish… she jus won’t let me in. Actually wanted to ask if i can enter via cca or leadership qualities, but hear her say so much craps, i sianz liao… den went off…
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ok… i better stop now… eye gettin tired. I think I would have my beauty sleep… (or is it handsome sleep\/=~-~)/?)
Mail this post Did everyone see my so-called “sucide collection”? It in e previous entry. I take it right after i gt the ‘o’ level result. And a bit crazy lar… , i took those foto even when i’m damn sad. Haha… for viewing pleasure.
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It jus that the collection is nt complete. Still dun haf the foto taken in mid-air, and e one when e ground break my fall. But if i have tt, also cannot let u all c le…
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And jie jie is so good. She took foto of us together and set it as my fone background, so when i missed jie, i can always look at her. When i sad n depress, i can c jie and remember wat i promised her.
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Really nothing much i can do nw… I wanna go skool tomorrow and ‘threaten’ the principal to let me into SR. And that wish me good luck. Even if i get in, I muz be sure i can pass my ‘o’ level EL when i retake it or else may get kanna kick out.
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Haiz… my jie jie zi lian lar. Always take foto of herself. HAha
Haha! Me also…
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Aftermath of getting ‘o’ level result…. (a D7 for english)
Mail this post This is it man! I wanna get into JC! Be it SR. I will work hard… no slacking around alr. I’ve learnt an important lesson.
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my result:
english D7
chinese B3 (again 4 e 3rd time)
Combined Humanities B4
math A2
A math B3
physic B3
chem A2
bio A2
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So… if i’m nt wrong, it’s a L1R5 of 20. Can enter JC.. but conditional, also need to retake EL as a pirvate candidate. But jus hope e principle will allow me to enter e college. I promise i will start to work hard.
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I wanted to quit Taekwondo le, i want 2 join e council. Dunnoe whether not qualifying 4 jc make me unable to use my bonus pts. If i remain in SR, i will have a bonus pt of 4. Just wish me good luck.
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K… and jie, see… i promised i will remain +ve. \/=^-^)/
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